BUT I’M HANGING IN THERE. SO MANY THINGS ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, AND I REALLY AM GETTING MORE FREE AND GENUINE WITH THE FACT THAT I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYBODY. I REALLY FEEL AS IF THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS BEEN A JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY AND THAT I AM NOW CONFIDENT AND EXPERIENCED IN THE ART OF BEING MYSELF.
I DON’T LIKE TO HANGOUT WITH PEOPLE WHO I DON’T LIKE. WHY IS THAT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND? IF I DON’T LIKE YOU, I’M NOT GOING TO WASTE TIME OR “BE NICE” AND HANG OUT WITH YOU. I’D RATHER BE GENUINE AND HANGOUT WITH THOSE WHO I DO ENJOY.
Anonymous asked: It looks like you have alot of anger towards everything have you ever considered seeing a therapist to help you work on yourself?
LOL, YEP, I ACTUALLY SEE ONE REGULARLY. MAYBE YOU SHOULD CONSIDER SEEING ONE ABOUT MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS(;
Anonymous asked: Whos so non supportive??
PLENTY OF PEOPLE. AND I’M NOT ABOUT TO PUT THEM ON BLAST FOR AN ANON. THOSE PEOPLE ARE GONNA GET A WAKE UP CALL WHEN I CUT TIES WITH THEM REAL SOON. I’M GONNA LIVE MY LIFE HOW I WANT TO. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. THERE IS NO ROOM IN MY LIFE FOR PEOPLE WHO DON’T SUPPORT THAT.
ALL I’M GONNA SAY IS THAT PEOPLE ARE RUDE, IGNORANT AND RIDICULOUS. LIKE SERIOUSLY, YOU AREN’T BETTER THAN ANY OF US, SO FUCKING SHUT UP. YOU ALL ARE FAKE AS FUCK AND MOSTLY JUST FUCKING JEALOUS, AND BY HATIN’ YOU’RE MAKIN’ US FAMOUS SO BRING IT. AND FOR ALL OF YOU NON-SUPPORTERS OUT THERE, HAVE A GREAT LIFE ALONE, CAUSE YOU’RE GONNA LOSE ME REAL QUICK IF YOU KEEP ACTIN’ LIKE THAT.
I SERIOUSLY FEEL AS IF MY FELLOW ORIENTATION LEADERS ARE MY OLDER SIBLINGS, AND THEY ARE ALL WATCHIN’ OUT FOR ME. YESTERDAY, DOM TAUGHT ME HOW TO MAKE PASTA. IT WAS GREAT, BECAUSE ALL HE KEPT SAYING, WAS THAT IT WASN’T THAT HARD, AND I WOULDN’T MESS IT UP. WITH SOME EXTRA ENCOURAGEMENT, I WAS SUCCESSFUL. IT WAS DAMN GOOD. AND TONIGHT I TOTALLY WALKED THE NATURE TRAIL IN THE DARK, WITHOUT FLASHLIGHTS, AND WITHOUT GETTING SCARED… A SHOUT OUT TO JESSICA FOR BELIEVING IN ME, KEEPING AN EYE ON ME THROUGHOUT THE PROCESS, AND HELPING ME DISCOVER NEW THINGS ABOUT MYSELF. I SEEM TO PUT A LOT OF LIMITS ON MYSELF, BUT WHEN I FORGET ABOUT THESE LIMITS, I CAN ACCOMPLISH A LOT MORE THAN I WOULD THINK.
THAT IS ALL. I JUST LOVE WHEN PEOPLE POST SONGS THAT THEY DON’T EVEN KNOWW :P
JUST TIRED IN GENERAL, LIKE I’M ACTUALLY GOING TO BED SOON, HAHA. THIS NEW JOB IS TAKIN ITS TOLL ON ME ALREADY, BUT I’M GONNA DO MY BEST AND KEEP UP WITH IT. I REALLY AM JUST TIRED THOUGH OF PEOPLE NOT BEING SUPPORTIVE OF ME DOING IT, INSTEAD OF STILL RUNNING INTO PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE BECAUSE OF IT.
ayykasey asked: Hello, Delicate Meatball Bitch <3 I think youz da cutest thing evaaa. (; follow me? JUSSKEEEDIN' ..you already are.
HAHAHA, THAT I AM, AND ALL MY FOLLOWERS SHOULD CHECK YOU OUT TOO! CAUSE YOU’RE BLOG IS THE GREATEST<3(:
WHAT A FUCKING POSER. YOU DON’T EVEN LIKE/APPRECIATE/KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT BAND. HAHA :P
TOOK THIS PICTURE A WHILE AGO OF MY BROTHER ON CAPTIVA ISLAND. I CAN’T WAIT TO HIT THE BEACHALONESS WITH MY FAVORITE GHETTO BITCH KALICH THIS SUMMER! WE BE GETTIN’ OUR BRONZE ON BETCHESSSSS :P
OH HEY, THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND… NBD(;
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jacobford19/7137149767/in/photostream
WHY DO I HAVE FEELINGS AGAIN? LOL I MEAN IT’S NICE TO LIKE PEOPLE, BUT IT’S SO MUCH WORK :P
IT WAS LIKE OLD TIMES, BUT WITH A NEW TWIST. RANDOMNESS WITH ADRIANA AND SARAH UNTIL WE WERE JOINED BY KASEY FOR DQ. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS SO MUCH, AND THIS SUMMER IS GONNA BE A GREAT ONE<3
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Im not strong enough for the both of us, you know i love you.
very awkward
for babysitting for 4 hours…I’m about thattt.
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I think I’m going to tell him how I feel.
